Looking back.

It’s strange looking back at old posts, seeing how in love with him I was. I’m supposed to actually be seeing him today as he plans on giving me my money that he owes. I’m not sure I’m completely ready to see him (though I have seen him out once or twice) but I have no choice and I need the money.

He’s in a full blown relationship with another woman now. I found out over a month ago he was with her which was pretty awful because we had only been broken up a month and a half/two months. It’s with a girl he dated ten years ago and I always felt intimidated by her. He said she wore far too much make up and was disgusting. Haha. Perhaps not, huh!? I’m okay though. Apparently he went official with her on facebook last night (my friend mentioned it, I didn’t know because I deleted him to avoid seeing just that!) but I wasn’t too bothered. I’m just living my life and doing what I’m doing.

It’s hard though, being single. Sometimes I love it and love the fact I can do whatever I want. I have such fun being promiscuous and seeing different guys. But I do kind of want just one guy to do that with and that’s obviously a relationship. I definitely shouldn’t get into another relationship so soon after being in two massive ones. I need to just accept being single is good and focus on all the things I can do FOR MYSELF. I’m obsessed with men at the moment and it’s ridiculous. It’s because I used it as a defense mechanism when I first broke up with him… It helped to get lots of attention from other guys. But now? Hmm, it’s becoming too much. I think my mum and sister are going crazy because it’s men, men and more men! Trying to remember their names is ridiculous. My best friend is also the same (though she’s having major problems with her long term boyfriend at the moment and despises single life because that’s what their problem is – him wanting to be single). I dunno… I just need to focus on how to best improve myself rather than talking to, meeting with and seeing guys all the time.

I’m off on a girls holiday in 2 days! So maybe that last bit will have to wait for a week… HAHAHA! But we shall see…. 

Break ’em up!

“I have a dear friend named Betty. Her husband and her run a successful horse ranch in Arizona. They have two adult sons, a beautiful home, and a close, intimate and playful relationship that I am very envious of.

One day Betty told me something in confidence that shocked me! You see, I was moping to her about a guy I really, really had a huge thing for, and the fact that he had just started to date a woman that we all knew was totally wrong for him. So, Betty whispered in my ear, “break ’em up.” As simple as that. I was like “WHAT?!” She said, “that’s right … that’s what I did.”

 

 

Then she went on to tell me that when she met her husband he was actually in a relationship with another woman. But she knew she wanted him and she knew they would be so right for each other … so she went about breaking them up!

Well, at first I was shocked, then I was slightly amused. I could see Betty doing that. She was a spunky, go-getter of a gal. And she went after what she wanted. She broke up a couple, took the man for herself, and lived with him happily ever after — literally.

Expectedly, some of you may not think you can do this. You may think that this is for people who are real assholes, jerks, or just sick & twisted. But not so! Since the beginning of mankind, people have fought for what they want – whether it be food, land, or even a mate. The strong survived, the weak vanished. The strong learned how to break someone up, and take the prized mate for themelves. And they flourished.”

 

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I stumbled across this! It’s so true! I was looking for an image for a breakup and found one on this website. Fight for the things you want!

 http://breakupacouple.com/